So I was sitting on the bus and I thought to myself "Man I gotta stop eating so much!". So I made this promise to myself that I would only eat when I was hungry for the rest of the day. Pffftt.. Yeah Right! I got home and found out that my mom had been out and had stopped at a bake sale. Now if you know me, you know that one of my greatest weaknesses is food. Particularly SWEETS!!! I walk in the house and practically eat half of the baked goods that I mom bought. AH!
If only not eating was as easy done as said because I don't know how many times I've told myself that I'm gonna stop eating when I'm not hungry but I never really have. I'm starting to realize just how big of a deal it is. I mean, at this point, I'm never gonna grow out of it, it definitely not baby fat and it won't just go away. It's here to stay. This fat is my own doing. It seems funny that I never realized that before. And I think I did. But to actually say it out loud "This is NOT MY MOTHERS FAULT ANYMORE!!!" I've never done that before. And we all know that you can't change something that you don't think it's your fault. I think that's why I wrote this blog. So I could have proof that I said that me being fat is my fault. So if I deny it...Remind me that I wrote it down here! Please!! ;)
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